2012 m. gruodžio 29 d., šeštadienis

141


I'm so so mad at you. Oh, wait a minute, maybe I'm mad at myself. I was so naive.....or maybe just too in love and too blind. But now I understand that we can’t waste too much time missing someone from the past. We must accept that life’s never constant, things change and people grow apart. Yet we can’t stop thinking about how good it used to be. I guess I was too afraid that I’d never experience it again, afraid that I’ve already lived it and lost it. But now I realized that it happens to everyone as they grow up. You find out who you are and what you want, and then you realize that people you’ve known forever don’t see things the way you do. So you keep the wonderful memories, but find yourself moving on.
Maybe I'm too mad right now and probably I can't see the things as they truly are, but I know that you're not the same guy that I fall in love to. Oh damn, I'm so mad that I could hit my head into the wall.

2012 m. gruodžio 26 d., trečiadienis

144

I love you. I am who I am because of you. You are every reason, every hope, and every dream I’ve ever had, and no matter what happens to us in the future, everyday we are together is the greatest day of my life. I will always be yours.


2012 m. gruodžio 20 d., ketvirtadienis

150


2012 m. gruodžio 12 d., trečiadienis

158

.........
-Baby, let's make 12/12/12 very very special to us!!!
-Hahaha, you're crazy, how??
-well....we don't have enough time to get married, but......
-hey don't make me anxious, tell me 
-we can get engaged
-hahaha, you're very funny
-no, I mean it. *he kneels down* will you be my future wife? 
-*can't say a word* I guess so
.............

woop