I'm so so mad at you. Oh, wait a minute, maybe I'm mad at myself. I was so naive.....or maybe just too in love and too blind. But now I understand that we can’t waste too much time missing someone from the past. We must accept that life’s never constant, things change and people grow apart. Yet we can’t stop thinking about how good it used to be. I guess I was too afraid that I’d never experience it again, afraid that I’ve already lived it and lost it. But now I realized that it happens to everyone as they grow up. You find out who you are and what you want, and then you realize that people you’ve known forever don’t see things the way you do. So you keep the wonderful memories, but find yourself moving on.
Maybe I'm too mad right now and probably I can't see the things as they truly are, but I know that you're not the same guy that I fall in love to. Oh damn, I'm so mad that I could hit my head into the wall.